I've been feeling depressed lately, which is extremely weird for me because I don't usually feel that way. So if I haven't talked to you much, it's because I don't feel well on so many different levels and I'll probably be a jerk or say some shit I don't mean. And anyway I really feel anti-social at the moment and don't feel like talking to people much at all. So I've analyzed everything and came up with 2 causes. Cause #1 I can get rid of, so I will probably be getting rid of it soon. But if I do get rid of it I might regret it later and get it back, maybe. Cause #2 is not an object, but a problem. To solve this problem I need  a lot of money and consent on many people's parts, so I'm not sure how likely that is or how fast I can get it to do. I don't even know if the people involved will agree with it anyway, so whatever. Also if I get rid of Cause #1 one of my ways of making money will also be gone, but getting rid of Cause #1 will also get me some money.

I'm speaking in riddles because I obviously don't want anyone to know what I'm talking about. I'm just writing this crap to help solve all this crap. Sorry about being negligent to you all as a friend but I just can't help it right now. Being sick (physically) since I got to Houston doesn't help much either. :/

Anyway have a good christmas, hopefully I'll be out of this gay depression soon. It sucks ass.

MY PHONE SUCKS.

And so does my phone company. If I don't change my number and start a new plan altogether, they won't give me a free or discounted phone. A good phone is ~$200-$300. Where am I gonna get that much money?